alleviate this
this burden
it gnaws at me
mocking me
weighing me down
with so much guilt
misplaced
until i cant even stand
or stand it
i shouldnt hide
or shy away
and i always tell myself
next time ill fight it
but next time never comes
only this time
this pain
cowering like a kitten
this is shameful
and you know that i cant
i cant fight you
i cant even talk about it
sometimes im caught
DEFENDING it
because i love you?
i hate you
i want to escape you
so just release me
and if i crash alone
theres a semblance of
dignity in my death
because i will have gotten there
on
my
own.
without you
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I think the best part is that those came off the top of my head when I was asked the question. I have a whole list of band names that I've had going for years, but I couldn't think of a single one at the time. ;)
It's like a beacon of strength shining through a plight of dependency.
.me.
that'll happen i spose. anything interesting? it's mostly the thing i run to when i have way too much on my mind. verbal rampage i suppose, nothing all too pretty
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