paranoia

like a bird without a song
everything just feels all wrong
and i just cant seem to find
all those things you claimed were mine
if i could look into your eyes and see
that you were real and you loved me
i know that i would then feel safe
and know that i was not replaced
so far away, the distance grows
i wait, but for how long, who knows
i try to trust and not to break
to never think your love is fake
but my mind, time after time
puts me in this awful bind
a fool i never wish to be
so never make one out of me
just be true and never lie
tell the truth and justify
when i ask you something rare
answer me and love me bare
because you know that im afraid
while i wait, you're getting laid
silly as you seem to say
i fear this each and every day
so hold me tight and whisper clear
only you, forever dear.