another broken syllable

here I sit again in tears

festering in these silly fears

simply wishing you were here

that to your heart, you'd hold me near

though I know that I am blind

still these fears I come to find

swirl and twirl inside my mind

around my heart they seem to wind

until I'm strangled by my stress

left to only second guess

and I know I must confess

my faith in you, it wavers, yes

oh, my darling, can't you see

i lose myself to misery
i fear that there's no gaurantee

yet to my heart, you hold the key

know its fragile in your hand

someday try to understand

my love for you was quite unplanned

though it hurts, it still is grand

to love at all is a scary thing

not knowing what it stands to bring

make me cry or make me sing

i give to you my everything

reassure my aching heart

that someday our lives will start

and we won't have need to part

to know this path I take is smart

in your arms, make me secure

in your love, be always pure

your mere touch becomes my cure

and I know we will endure

so, please forgive me for my doubt

because I cannot do without

i only fear the loss of you

and that, Hayden, is why I'm blue.